Am I a blogger or a slacker?

I've started about 6 blogs. I write for awhile then stop. I forget. I've been pretty good at blogging about my artwork for awhile, so I figured I would give this another shot (writing about more personal things, mostly the kids) my best friend blogs every day, about some cute or funny or touching story related to her kids mostly, and i keep thinking how awesome it is that she's dong that because now she has this great record of her kids growing up. And I feel inadequate. Like I am not living in the moment with my kids, I am somehow just passing the time without really taking part in it. I know that's not true, I do many things with my kids, as much as I can! and i take lots of photos of our activities, too. But it seems that something is missing, although I can't quite put my finger on it.
Well, anyway, here, once again is my attempt to write about our lives. Let's see how long it lasts this time, and if I can do it regularly for one month, then I will tell people about it. Otherwise it's just embarrassing! Day one, check.